Love remains the same...

'Jac....i miss you so much, it was all my fault you died. if only i had been faster, and not afraid. if only i had'..... i stopped there, unable to figure out what else to write. i crumpled it up and threw it away...like i had done with the last 26 letters. i sighed, "whatever." and got up fom my desk. "everyone knows i'll just being doing this again tomorrow." i chuckled to myself. "well, not really." i was the only one who knew about the secret letters. the first time i wrote one, i had left it on her grave. the next day, when i had brought flowers, it mysteriously dissapeard. this had shocked me, so ever since, i've left a note on-top of her grave stone every single day. i was up late tonight busy writing tomorrows note. i had already gone through TWENTY-SEVEN notes, trying to write the perfect one. tomorrow would have been our one-year dating anniversary, and she should have still been alive, but of course, that was because ZIM was now a murderer. he had killed the only person that i loved who had ever shown me any return of affection; besides my mom...and the stupid ways of life took them both from me. Gaz burst in through my door, "DIB!!! didn't you hear me???!!!! I SAID, it's time for DINNER TEN TIMES ALREADY! SO MOVE IT!" i jumped, why was Gaz so upset? oh, well..none of my buisness. "sorry, Gaz. i was lost in thought." i said. she growled and shook her fist at me. "YOU'RE GOING TO BE LOST FROM THE FACE OF THE PLANET HERE IN A SECOND IF YOU DON'T HURRY." she snapped. i remembered about Jac's letter, "uh...go ahead without me, i'll be down in a minute." she exited the room, with her eyes flashing with rage. i turned on the radio, maybe some music would help me think. '...this is fill-in host miranda rebeck, hi, what's you're name?' i was about to turn it off, when i heard something that made my heart skip a few beats, a voice...and a name. 'my name is Jac, and i would like to have a song played for someone please. he knows who i am, and why i'm doing this...don't you Dib?' said the un-mistakeable voice, of the girl i loved. but how? she was dead. this...was immposible! ' what song will it be, sweetie?' asked miranda. 'love remains the same by, Gavin Rossdale.' she said. now i was sure, Jac, a few days before she died....had claimed this "our song". i smiled, 'Jac...i love you...and....happy anniversary.' i thought, looking at the stars in the dark night sky, slowly seeing her name written in them along with mine.
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